April 5, 2011
The squirrels round here will kill you and then eat nuts on your grave. Poor Ted, he didn’t stand a chance.

The squirrels round here will kill you and then eat nuts on your grave. Poor Ted, he didn’t stand a chance.

April 30, 2008

finsbury:

Finsbury Park, midnight
April 25, 2008
My new work space.Yeh, right… not really, but still, I really like this layout, using some choice pieces of ikea furniture, the clock is also pretty awesome and a big fat stack of books. I may buy that cabinet.

My new work space.

Yeh, right… not really, but still, I really like this layout, using some choice pieces of ikea furniture, the clock is also pretty awesome and a big fat stack of books. I may buy that cabinet.

April 21, 2008
I woke up, took two paracetamol, drank pineapple juice, ate a probiotic yogurt.

I went to sleep with a headache and woke up with a headache

Horrible dream.

Got taken for a ride on a bus where the driver wouldn’t let anyone off, eventually he let me and my partner off at a mouldy hospital though. It was dark, we walked up a slope, I looked back and realised that my partner was gone, I shouted and blundered about in the dark, nothing. Fear.

A while later and I find her, she’s naked and drugged up, laughing but she’s been raped by this main evil guy and a random henchman type guy. I find the evil guy and start beating him in the face with my fists, over and over, I just keep bludgening him until my knuckles break, soon I realise that I’m never actually going to be able to hurt him enough to feel like revenge has been served.

He morphs into a bloody nub on the end of a stick, which I grab and smash over the edge of a counter top. The police come to arrest him. They do tests on my partner, I see where they have drawn tattoos on her tits and where they injected the drugs (in her nipple). I feel rage.

 I walk downstairs, then I notice that everyone is running away. There’s something entering the building that is bad enough to make these scum of the earth guys scared… I see the first one come up the stairs. A human without any humanity, it’s face is covered in scars, features spread out over is lumpy face, nostrils, teeth, a lipless mouth, lidless eyes, kind of a zombie but alive. lumbers past me screaming. The second one I recognise, it comes towards me, “Hey I just added you on facebook” I say, “Gordon” falters for a moment, grins and then runs off down the hall.

April 15, 2008

Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit (with Solo) (via youtube)

 Wow, is it just me or is the video content on the internet starting to get more and more interesting? I think it’s just me…. I think it’s something to do with being able to view all this stuff that happened a long while ago again, nostalgia.

I remember watching this the first time round, what I loved about it was if you get to about 3:30 when the solo kicks in, it’s all out of tune and then Kris the bassist just stops and twiddles a knob and starts again. It was so shambolic. At the time I was amazed, it just wasn’t anything I’d seen a band do on TV. I mean, I was used to Top of The Pops lip-syncing. 

I’ve never really got over Terry Christian’s terrible presenting skills either, but in a way, that kind of made the program. He couldn’t really talk that well. He didn’t really have any charisma or command of the audience. I remember once Amanda D’cadanay (sp) had to step in when he was getting heckled by one of the audience, lol, great television. 

April 9, 2008
Picture 1

Picture 1

April 3, 2008
wtf

wtf

March 19, 2008
March 14, 2008
March 13, 2008
3:30 Rainbow
Light-hearted children’s fun, in which a suicidally depressed bear with the face of Satan, an unpleasantly effeminate, detached hippo and a terrifying, grinning, anarchistic and hate-motivated creature visually akin to a living nightmare fashioned from shit, lark about and indulge in various fun activities, while concealing their unified desire to horrifically slaughter the gaudily-dressed paedophile who owns the house.
Raz, TVgohome thread, Seethru.co.uk

Some answers to some questions I was asked to answer

A guy asked me to answer some questions about skateboarding for a project he was doing at university. It was in Oct 2000. I just found them on an old email, here they are. Reading through it now it sounds quite pompous and pretentious, although I know at the time I was trying hard to take the questions seriously and give honest and thoughtful answers. 

 Why do you skateboard?

The need to learn and improve myself - skateboarding gives me the opportunity to get a regular fix of progression and self improvement.
 
How has skateboarding influenced your life?

It has pushed me to the outside of “normal” society to some extent and influenced the way I dress, think and behave. It has given me a reason to go outside, travel and explore.  

How much has skating affected your lifestyle? (music, fashion, philosophy e.t.c) 

Skateboarding is probably at least partially responsible for keeping me away from the silk shirt and shoes discotheque scene that dominates my town, for which I am eternally grateful. 
 
Skateboarding fads and fashions tend to be at the forefront of streetwear, whilst the music has shifted in the last 15 years from punk to hip hop, reflected in the constant stream of videos which inform and influence the sport and set new boundaries to be pushed and broken.  Coming from this background has caused me to seek out places to socialise where uniformity is not enforced and freedom of expression and individuality are accepted and encouraged.
 
It has changed my perception of the environment, and the way others perceive me.